This little incident affected my whole day, as soon as we walked in the door from dropping him off at school I broke down crying. I felt like I had let him down and that I had failed him. I know that is not what happened at all, but at the moment, that is how I felt. It was also one of those moments where having four kids and just one parent home affected me, I was truly out-numbered. Had I not had to wake Tessa up and change her diaper, wake Marin up and put her in the car seat and get out the stroller, if I didn't have to get every ones jackets on them maybe I would have made it and we could have been early. But my life is what it is, have four children, 3 of which are girls who like to sleep in and get their beauty rest. So I have been asking myself, is riding the bus worth it? The answer is yes, of course, because Porter has always wanted to be a "bus rider".
I eventually got out of my funk and was ready to change the way the day was going. I picked up the house, did the laundry, picked up the kids rooms for them, and made the beds. While I was sitting on the floor of the girls room I got to thinking about my grandmother who lives in Cali, she has stage three cancer of the bladder. I have not seen my grandma in over two years and I miss her so much and have wished everyday since Marin Ruth was born that she could come and meet her. I decided to go to the computer and check to see how much it would cost to fly her out here. And what do you know Southwest was having a sale, and not just a sale, but a super duper sale!! I called grandma right away and sent a e-mail to my grandpa telling them my amazing find. I didn't really think anything of it. I mean my grandma is 79 years old...with cancer, yeah right she is going to come. But....a few hours later I got the call, she said "I think I can do that." And that was all it took, well, that and an American Express credit card. It is official, in December I will be having one of the most important visitors of my life and it will be a time I will forever cherish. My grandma thanked me on the phone for doing this for her, for finding the ticket, and while she was saying that I was just speechless. Was she really thanking me? I have no words for how I feel about her coming, maybe just one, JOY.
So, by the end of the day, I managed, to find my own way back on the bus. My ride was crazy for the day, I think there were some serious wrong turns, but it worked out, which things always do. And I am happy to report that Porter also got on the bus to ride home and I was there with the girls 10 minutes early to pick him up, oh, and this morning, we did not miss the bus.

